Hallelujah!
How are you all enjoying the long autumn nights, autumn of art and appetite?
Today I would like to share my testimony with you here. (A testimony is a miracle of God that happened in my daily life.)
Actually, that X-day came to me.
Yes, that's right. It is called menopause.
First of all, I started having excessive menstrual bleeding around the age of 49.
It continued non-stop for 4 months. Imagine that. Non-stop.
This is not strictly speaking menopause, but more like a festival leading up to menopause."
The doctor's words were so simple. Because he's not woman that's why.
I wonder if all the blood in my body is draining out.
I was so surprised at the amount and frequency of the bleeding. Of course, anemia symptoms are also included. It was more frightening than any other horror stories.
Fortunately, the cancer screening did not show any abnormalities, and I just kept bleeding heavily for more than a year, which was a very painful time. It was a real horror.
I think that in some cases, people withdraw into their homes.
It is quite understandable to fall into a state of depression.
However, I still had energy left in me at that time, and I managed not to fall into a state of depression by being absorbed in my work and Gospel music.
I just barely managed to keep myself together.
Finally, just as my symptoms were subsiding, then next ordeal came...
It came out of nowhere. (It's always sudden, you know...).
I bought a new house, made a private office, and set sail with great enthusiasm, but then, just as quickly, I couldn't sleep.
This was worse than excessive menstruation...
Suddenly that night, I went to bed and closed my eyes, but time just kept passing.
I could not sleep at all. What? Huh? Huh?
I, who can sleep more soundly than most people, can't sleep?
What do you mean? My mind was in turmoil. I was 51 years old.
But what I knew was that I was under natural pressure from the impulse purchase of a house. And my hormonal balance was also unbalanced as I was slowly heading toward menopause.
I knew it, but I couldn't control it. I couldn't even control it.
My head was foggy in the mornings, and driving to work was the most anxiety-provoking.
I was driving slower than a learner's car.
I consulted with my gynecologist, who prescribed me a sleeping aid, Zoladehim, and lo and behold, I took it.
After I took it, I was able to sleep easily that day. It was so easy.
From then on, I was dependent on the drug. For about six years, I kept taking the drug, making excuses to myself that it helped me sleep and that it was the smallest dose I could take.
Of course, there were known side effects, and the doctor recommended that I stop taking the medication because he said it would increase the risk of dementia.
But I couldn't stop because I have a full-time job every day and if I couldn't sleep, my physical and mental health would collapse as soon as I did.
So, finally, I got to the point: 。。。。 It's long. (lol)
Then, when I was relieved that menopause was safely settled and I had no symptoms other than insomnia, my school work suddenly became very busy and stress increased due to a lot of unreasonable things.
My classes are very fulfilling, I have published a book, and I am having a lot of fun, but for some reason I just can't seem to get rid of the fatigue.
What's going on? Hmmm 。。。。
The pain in my knee was getting worse, and I was worried that I would not be able to walk without a cane. I was also worried that I would not be able to walk without a cane.
I know I have a cheerful and positive image to everyone around me because I talk a lot, but behind the scenes, I have been struggling with menopause like this.
Last week, I finally started to urinate frequently during the night, going to the bathroom every hour.
Is this a sign of aging? I am thinking negative things such as, "Is this a sign of aging?
I take medication and it doesn't help at all, I can't sleep, I can't sleep, I can't sleep: 。。。。
This is a completely sleep disorder!!!!
What should I do? God help me! I shouted, "God help me! Tears.
I decided I had no choice but to make an appointment with a menopause outpatient clinic and had just made an appointment online.
Since I couldn't sleep anyway, I opened Pastor Benard's Devotional, which I always translate. It was around midnight.
The moment I dimmed the lights and opened my computer ...
The text of the message jumped out at me.
It was this sentence
"One day the Lord gave me a powerful revelation about prayer in a vision.
In the vision, I saw that as we prayed, it began to drizzle.
I noticed that anywhere those drops of water fell, evil spirits were rendered powerless."
GLORIOUS WORD DEVOTIONAL BY PASTOR BERNARD EFA OCTOBER 21, 2022 PRAYER AS A WEAPON Prayer as a weapon｜Pastor Bernard｜note
Quote from Pastor Bernard's Glorious Devotional
This text brought a gentle drizzle deep into my heart.
The rain was so gentle that it healed me from the bottom of my heart and made me want to hear the sound of rain so badly that I dimmed the lights, put on the sound of rain, and reread this devotional, creating the image of my unspoken spell being carried away by the rain.
I felt the power of the Holy Spirit throughout my body, and the sound of the rain and the Lord brought a very relaxed flow of time, release, and healing.
After taking a slow deep breath, I closed my computer and went to bed, without taking a guiding sleep aid, of course.
Normally I would be depressed and think, "Oh, I can't fall asleep again," but this time I felt a very natural sleepiness.
And then, and then, at last, I slept naturally!
For the first time in what, six years! Hallelujah!!!
I only woke up once at 3:00 am to use the bathroom, but I slept naturally after that. Non-stop until 7:30 in the morning. Ohhhh, thank you God.
I was so happy that I called Pastor Benard who is in the U.S. and told him the whole story and prayed a prayer of thanks to God.
What a wonderful thing he showed me!
I will never forget the moment I opened that computer and translated the devotional.
A very gentle drizzle fell on me, washing and washing away all the burdens.
I don't want to forget this image.
I wish I could write a song about this testimony.
To have faith is to be able to touch God's miracles.
It is to be freed from suffering, troubles, and illnesses that science cannot solve.
Please pray that the women reading this will be encouraged, believe, and be able to touch with the powe of holy spirit.
Amen and Amen
God please use me further!!!
Hallelujah!
God is mercy!
God bless you all.
God will wash your all your pain and struggling by his drizzle.
#Overcoming menopause
#Overcoming insomnia
#The power of the Holy Spirit
#God's miracles
#God's Love
#Devotional
#Let a gentle drizzle fall on your heart
#Rain of the Holy Spirit
#Salvation called faith
